Tuesday, April 20, 2021

Rdk

The world is nothing but memories of something. 

Uncomfortable moments wrapped in blinding rage push through. 

Trust me whatever must be must be getting old feeling dusty, slow so don't rush me, there is no paradise.

Tides wash away with time, happiness goes away, all the pain seems to stay, can't pretend to shine without my online curtain, I'm slippin and nobody nobody.

Push me harder, bitch about something, stand there drunk again for your momentary pleasure. Better off without you, An Echo surrounds you and I feel nothing for you. 

My darkest cloud always around stupid look on your face. I only chase dreams just to chase dreams. I watch all the smiles on your faces as you feel perfectly content without the mental pressure of things that aren't real. The walls always closing in, the rewind after the day. 

The only thing I ever accomplished was not being addicted, but I'm still sick kid, humpty dumpty nobody can help me. 

There is no finish line, no happy ending, the world is yours, not mine. I watched them all walk away, in the same crowded room all alone again, the fire inside doesn't die it only burns, and when the lights go out the clown can only hope to dream. 

I could be something, but I'd rather not I could be something, but I'd rather rot...

Forget me, never forget me not.